This is not my comeback to blogging/vlogging. That will happen soon. I was at my friends Mike and Amanda's apartment today and told them to turn on the camera for some bad news....here's the bad news
By: Jeans Pants | Friday, March 30, 2007 at 9:31 PM | |
There's something I would like to demand for my birthday. No party, no surprise party, nothing. Birthday's are the one day people get to basically say "this is my day, I can do what i want". Those people are brats but I am going to be a brat too and demand nothing. there's a chance I may just drive out to somewhere and be alone. I don't know where. Maybe a beach or something.( I just realized I told someone I haven't been in the Pacific Ocean since moving here 2 years ago but I have. I camped on a beach last summer). Anyways, yeah that's what I might do.
Here's what's going on in my head. I feel as though everything I touch this year is cursed or ruined. Yeah most people will say " awwww that's not true, don't feel that way". Well that's how I feel and on my birthday I get to feel how I want.
For the last couple years I have been atheist. Not believing there's a God. Not believing that there's some supreme force controlling us all. Well, I think I may have found God, and I think he doesn't like me. Probably because I've been an atheist. I feel as though everything I touch around me gets ruined. I feel as though every test I have been given I have failed. When I think I'm doing something for the better it's not.
Now keep in mind. In no way am I saying I have a bad life, I don't. I just feel as though I have made too many wrong turns this year and I don't think I want anybody riding shot gun with me when I make another wrong turn. Too all of you readers out there. I just want to say, I love you all. I don't know why I wanted to say that I just do.
By: Jeans Pants | Wednesday, March 14, 2007 at 9:32 PM | |
I need to explain. I wasn't going to submit anything to the Network2 vlogger even/competition because I didn't have any ideas. Yesterday I was writing a vlog and realized I could change the subject matter slightly and turn in into a Network to "How to Watch Internet TV" Video. I couldn't do it well. But I did it. My camcorder officially died while make this post so I couls't do any re-shoots so I had to voice over a lot of segments with my computer mic. Hopefully you'll enjoy. I am off subject matter a bit and I don't aim to win the competition, I just wanted to have fun, and hopefully you will too
By: Jeans Pants | Saturday, March 10, 2007 at 2:05 AM | |
Mike from Caliblog.com and yours truly made this a few months back. What happened was we filmed the workout video a few days afterwards and this one was forgotten. I was up way to late editing this and I forgot to add to the vlog where the video ends and the outtakes/alternate takes begin. You'll figure it out =0)
By: Jeans Pants | Monday, March 05, 2007 at 10:11 AM | |