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My Birthday

There's something I would like to demand for my birthday. No party, no surprise party, nothing. Birthday's are the one day people get to basically say "this is my day, I can do what i want". Those people are brats but I am going to be a brat too and demand nothing. there's a chance I may just drive out to somewhere and be alone. I don't know where. Maybe a beach or something.( I just realized I told someone I haven't been in the Pacific Ocean since moving here 2 years ago but I have. I camped on a beach last summer). Anyways, yeah that's what I might do.

Here's what's going on in my head. I feel as though everything I touch this year is cursed or ruined. Yeah most people will say " awwww that's not true, don't feel that way". Well that's how I feel and on my birthday I get to feel how I want.

For the last couple years I have been atheist. Not believing there's a God. Not believing that there's some supreme force controlling us all. Well, I think I may have found God, and I think he doesn't like me. Probably because I've been an atheist. I feel as though everything I touch around me gets ruined. I feel as though every test I have been given I have failed. When I think I'm doing something for the better it's not.

Now keep in mind. In no way am I saying I have a bad life, I don't. I just feel as though I have made too many wrong turns this year and I don't think I want anybody riding shot gun with me when I make another wrong turn. Too all of you readers out there. I just want to say, I love you all. I don't know why I wanted to say that I just do.

There

  1. Blogger Manda | 9:55 PM |  

    i'd like to be the first to wish you HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUSTIN! where ever you may be on your birthday.. i hope it's a good one.

  2. Anonymous Anonymous | 9:58 PM |  

    love u too, justin!

    chhean

  3. Blogger Inez | 10:14 PM |  

    I love you too Justine!!

  4. Blogger Christina | 11:09 PM |  

    Believe me you're not the only one who has felt this way. I think that's life. Soon it will get better and then suck again. And cycle repeats. When your birthday comes you should be happy and do something you really want to do. You've been unhappy for awhile now. Let that one day be yours and live it honestly and fully!

  5. Blogger jamwall | 3:57 AM |  

    HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY GREETINGS PANTS!

    hope it was everything you imagined and more. i'm an athiest too, but i believe in the power of joan rivers.

    who are you wearing today by the way?

  6. Blogger Claire | 5:03 AM |  

    Happy Birthday. Trust me I know just where you at at the moment, I'm there too and it don't half suck. Hope you managed to do what you wanted with the day.

  7. Blogger jillie | 11:44 AM |  

    Dammit! I posted a comment and it didn't take...

    I sang Happy Birthday to you. I thought maybe you got all emotional over it or something...hahaha!

    Hope you had a great one anyway ;o)

  8. Anonymous Anonymous | 9:56 AM |  

    Awww, Justin, we love you too!! I hope it was a good birthday. I've had one of those crap years too. It sucks. I hope this year is a million times better!!!

  9. Anonymous Anonymous | 5:47 PM |  

    For all of you,

    his birthday is WEDNESDAY MARCH 21st

    and

    I really want to do something with him, because I love him.

  10. Anonymous Anonymous | 7:19 AM |  

    Happy birthday...same day as my mom's!
    Deb (mike's mom)

  11. Anonymous Anonymous | 9:55 AM |  

    Happy REAL bday today!