ANOTHER "UPDATE" and a response to comments from my last post.
To the angry person who left me a comment below under anonymous. I don't mind negative comments at all. But your comment didn't really make sense to me. You said to me "maybe there not the problem it's you" referring to me having problems with people. I can't remember once in that last post blaming anyone for my problems. Secondly, you mentioned I had a twisted world view. What are you referring to? The fact I get up everyday and tackle the world as opposed to laying in bed all day, playing video games, drinking the night away. Isn't that what the majority of most people do? I'm just saying.
To Mollye my ex. We didn't break up because you gave me too much attention. Just wanted to make that clear. I have decided to not bring up our break up on this blog. I know you have done it tons of times in the past on your blog but I would appreciate you not bringing us up on mine. In the last post I mentioned you as lecturing me. I didn't say what it was about. Nor do I believe people here would be upset at the fact that you lectured me. We're ex's, it's bound to happen. All I said was it happened. Maybe I should have stressed the fact that I hoped it wouldn't have.
Kind of off topic, just so you all know, I do have an idea as to what I'm doing.I think in my last post when I mentioned "I have no idea what Im doing", I think I was just venting and tired. What I am doing is just trying to pay off some bills before I try and tackle something that could potentially put me more in debt. I've sold just about everything I've owned and put just about all of it towards debt. I used to love watching DVD's including blu ray on my 30 inch HD widescreen TV. I now enjoy watching burnt DVD's on a 19 panasonic. I've sold almost all of my DVD's. I used to love heat. Well, now I live in a guest house that's really tiny that costs me $450 a month. That's with utilities included, but no heat. And I have to shower and use the bathroom inside the main house. I've sold my collectible figurines and toys. The materialistic Justin is gone. I'm happy and proud of who I am becomming.
Plus, if you look at the world around us, the majority of people who are successful drink, cheat, lie, back stab etc. Take my job I have now. Every manager is sleeping with each other and there all married to different people. Their successful, and i don't want to be just like them at all. I am 29. I am old. Some of you think I might be running out of time. I don't.
To everyone else, starting this Wednesday night at 10:00 pm which is 22 hours from now. I am starting a vlogger troup. I have 6 people meeting tomorrow and we're going to talk about sketches we have written, a name for us, a URL domain name and when were going to film. We have about 4 sketches lined up already so hopefully tomorrow nights meeting will be a success(I'm running it so fingers crossed) and hopefully you'll see our work soon. I'll keep you updated.
Thank you all again for listening to me. Thank you for all the comments.
There
I think this quote applies.
dude you were true to your feelings and you had to let her go...if she dont get that then dont go out of your way to wish her happy birthday. its apparent that you guys cant be friends. its over and you have to leave it alone... she needs to figure out her feelings coz evidently you aint out her system and she's still pissed. BRUSH HER OFF...dont pay attention to her shit and dont post her comments either.
just remember justin...you dont have to explain yourself to anybody! the people who know you, support you and show luv and thats all that matters...fuck them haters
Thank you Tina,
I would like to say thank you for your support. I do have to say that my ex has always had her heart in the right spot. As I said I don't want to go into her in me on this blog, I would like to say that her friendship has always meant a lot to me. She's a good person.
I think everyone has taken what I said about her lecturing me on her birthday way out of context. It wasn't bad, it was just bad timing.
OK, Thats all I want to say.
It's funny. I disapeared for so long because I didnt want to vent on my blog anymore. Then I do vent and all it does is cause more drama.
Whatevs
It's your blogg, you wanna vent vent. if people don't wanna read it they should F*** off :) no one makes them comment.
Just keep swimming Justin :)
Hey, so, I came on to read what the heck you were talking about today. (And I'm sooo happy we got that stuff done today, weight lifted, phew!)
Clearly this Tina person, though supportive of you and your bloggings, doesn't know s&*t about us, our former relationship, or our current dynamic. We are more complex than the written blog.
True, I blogged the breakup and that was my vent...you didn't like it, I said don't read it. And the same thing applies to me and your blog. I only read it if it is referenced in conversation, it's not a daily stop and it's not a favorite on my firefox. And though I respond, I never loose sleep over anything said. We are separate people with separate lives, it's ok to have a different perception of our relationship and what is said.
K, now I'm blogging on your blog. I digress.
Let me end with saying, "Having a bad day, now you can fly a kite and go to the zoo." Smiley Face...goodbye.