The Money Pit

The Money Pit that I am referring to is my bank account. No no one is stealing money from my account, but somehow when I put money in it seems to find it's way out. Paying bills is great isn't it. Another strange thing about this is that with no money I've been trying to eat less and less. Trying to conserve food. I thought as a result of this I would probably start losing weight. I looked in the mirror the other day and saw what I thought was a thinner me. Than I put my work pants on and they were too tight. So what I thought was the one plus behind being broke is actually another negative.

As alot of people know I mood swing. I don't get angry and break things nor do I yell or punch walls. Im either overly hyper one minute and the next just kind of quiet and too myself. Last night I went to my friends first concert. Their group is called "A Faulty Chromosome", check out their myspace page.

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=12775536&MyToken=c7c50562-01ef-4a04-b478-102644e47f30

So I had a great night and fun was had by all who attended. As I was about to leave my house to go to the concert with a dollar in my pocket Mollye ran up to me and gave me a 5. She basically said get something with this tonight. Some people might think that doesn't mean much that she gave me a 5 but it did to me. I left my house excited and happy/sad. Excited because I couldn't wait to see the show and happy/sad because I felt that was a really sweet thing Mollye did for me. It made me feel loved.

Now here's another sweet thing that happened. When I was at the show, I didn't even ask, my friend Amanda bought me a drink. It's hard for me to explain how that made me feel but I'll just say that at the time it made me feel just really nice to have a good girlfriend and a good friend. So as I said before, the show was great and we all had fun.

After the show we all went to this little diner near IKEA. I wasn't going to get anything but I was starving. I was going to get a side salad but instead I went for the cheapest hamburger. At the diner I felt all too myself and quiet. One would argue that since I was sitting at the end of the table I felt left out and couldn't hear much of the conversation. That wasn't it. Reading the menu just put my mind at a very uncomfortable place. Buying food assists the money pit. Plus I was exhausted. So the food came, we ate and without knowing until too late, Amanda bought my meal.

I almost just want to end this post here. I again can't explain the feeling I had when she bought my meal. Obviously I'll pay her back one day. I guess what I should also mention is that the other day I was with my friend Danny. We were going to get something to eat and I was going to put it on a card. The palce we went didn't take cards so he payed. Than the next night he made me and Mollye dinner.

Mollye's great. I love her so much. She's always there and she's always trying to manage the money so we take care of ourselves and still have some fun. She's a great girlfriend. Now here's where I get cheesier. Lets just say that if I don't make any more friends in my life I'd be fine. No one can top the ones I have. I love my friends very much and I appreciate them alot. I hope they know that. Even the ones I didn't mention in this post.