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My Blog is My Friend

Im writing this now because it's 7am and I need a friend. All my real friends are asleep where I should be. I havent had a good night sleep in over a month. I havent had a really good day at work in longer than that. Last week I scheduled a Dr's appointment for today, 9am, my birthday. I scheduled it today because I havent been feeling that great and as of last friday my boss hadnt made the schedule for this week and the only day off I knew I had was today. So I made it with the intention of changing it yesterday while I was at work. What happened was I had a typical day at work which I got overwhelmed and forgot. For the record my boss always does schedules 2 weeks in advance, every week but this week.

SoI planned on going to bed last night around 12:30 to get 8 hours. I was writing a post last night and was going to be finished around 12:45. When I tried to upload a picture it wasnt working. So I took the time to figure out what was wrong, I had to make a little adjustments here and there to upload the picture and Ta Da my picture was uploaded and now it was 1:30. I dont know how that happended. So I got ready for bed and was in bed by 2.

I fell asleep around 4 only to be woken up randomly at 5. Dont know why I just sat up in bed and thought "Why am I awake?'. I fell back to sleep to be woken up by my mom at 6:30. She forgot the time change. So she woke me up and I couldnt get back to sleep and I wanted to vent to someone so blog here you go.

Heres the thing. Im exhausted. I think Im gettign easily angried at work do in part that Im so tired all day and Im awake all night. Im getting really tired of my new system. I dont know if a Dr will be able to help. Maybe he'll subscribe a sleeping pill, that would kind of suck because it will make it harder to wake up. I hate to sound selfish but Im really getting kind of scared for myself. How much longer will I last without sleep? I feel like sleep is now a challenge in my life or a nusance that Im tired of beign bothered with. It seems like everytime I have the opportunity to get some sleep something has to shoot me back. Ok Im going to the Drs now. I'll keep you all informed.

For the record, this isn't a pity me on my birthday post. Im not saying Im having or am going to have a bad birthday. I just really wanted to vent about how Im nervous about not getting sleep.

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