The Untitled Justin Adams Project

Tim Show Christmas Special

2009-12-17T01:58:00.001-08:00

Tim Show Christmas Special from Justin Adams on Vimeo.

Justin Adams for President dot com Show Episode 3

2008-12-08T22:59:00.001-08:00

Me For President Episode 3 from Justin Adams on Vimeo.

Special Report

2008-11-21T15:15:00.001-08:00

*Special Report* from Justin Adams on Vimeo.

Justin Adams for President dot com Show Episode 2

2008-11-17T21:44:00.000-08:00

Justin Adams For President dot Com Show Episode 2 from Justin Adams on Vimeo.

Justin Adams For President dot Com Show

2008-11-12T22:14:00.001-08:00

Justin Adams for President dot com Show from Justin Adams on Vimeo.

Zombie Walk 2008 Portland Oregon

2008-11-03T21:32:00.000-08:00

Zombie Walk 2008 Portland Oregon from Justin Adams on Vimeo.

Sarah Pain in the Ass or Sarah Palin the Ass

2008-10-03T15:37:00.000-07:00

As some of you know Suzanne and I just recently moved from Sacramento to Portland about a month ago. Since our move we have been saying in peoples spare rooms while working, schooling and finding a place to live. Luckily, just the other night, we found an apartment and we have now officially moved into a brand new apartment. Yay!

The Post you are about to read was mostly written 3 weeks ago when I was walking by newspaper with abortion activists supporting Sarah Palin. Once I saw this I got in the car, opened up Word and started writing. Here is what i wrote....

One day while driving to Vegas with Mike and my bro I thought out loud, “why hasn’t John McCain announced his VP when the Democratic convention was just days away?
What dawned on me first was is McCain Must have a trick up his sleeve. Was he keeping his VP secret to give little time to dig up dirt so the Democrats had little time to attack. Then I thought, the Democrats were suppose to be the first to have a black or female presidential candidate. What if McCain picked a black female as his running mate? That would be a big Fuck You to the Democrats.

A little side story. A Republican from one of my past jobs had said that neither Obama nor Hilary should be president because Obamna is black and Hilary is a woman. He said “this is America, we shouldn't allow that here”. I know he doesn't speak for all conservatives but I know others must feel the same way he does. All I said back to him was....”wow”.

So, i knew that Mccain would pick a female or black VP just so his fellow conservatives could say, “Oh he picked a woman? Well then see, that shows were not sexist or racist...yeee haaaaaa!!!!" as they shoot their guns out of the air from a pick up truck.

So I was walking by a local newspaper here in Portland OR(yup, I'm in Portland OR) and on the cover was a pro lifer holding a sign that read “pregnant woman need love, not abortions”.
Let me just say right now that I have always been pro choice. Most liberals are and if you ask a lot of conservatives they are too as long if it’s only due to incest or rape. I've always felt that was better then nothing.
In the article it mentioned that Sarah Palin believes that abortion should be outlawed entirely even for incest or rape.

What?!!! Are you fucking kidding me Little Miss runner up of Miss Alaska (that’s true)?!!! Do you really thing that pregnant woman just need love? What about all the people on the planet who have already been jipped of love and are now murderers or rapist themselves? We don't have the money or the time to handle them why should we bring more people into this world with an unfit family?

Oh Sarah Palin, I can see right through you.I can see McCain picked you to speak out to all the trophy wife woman in the world who now wish you could come to their kids soccer games and say to little Jimmy Joe "Good Goal Jimmy Joe" then sit him down and tell him " don't worry sweety, you wont have to worry about the economy because your obviously rich. Most kids dont have moms to take them to soccer games because there working 2 jobs. You'll be just fine Jimmy Joe".

Sarah Palin is doing exactly what Bush did. People voted for Bush because he's the guy you would have rather had a beer with over John Kerry. Now it's going to be, who would you rather go to the PTA with, Joe Biden or Sarah Palin?

A Sort of ProjectPedal.com promo.... sort of

2008-06-21T11:36:00.001-07:00

A Sort of ProjectPedal.com promo... Sort of =0) from Justin Adams on Vimeo.

Pedal Pants: Mike and I Reunite After 2 Months

2008-06-16T14:47:00.001-07:00

Pedal Pants, Mike and I Reunite after 2 months from Justin Adams on Vimeo.

Suppatime!!! ProjectPedal.com promo 5

2008-05-22T13:14:00.001-07:00

Suppatime!!!: Projectpedal.com promo 5 from Justin Adams on Vimeo.

The Dark Pedal: ProjectPedal.com promo 4

2008-05-13T20:24:00.000-07:00

The Dark Pedal: ProjectPedal.com promo 4 from Justin Adams on Vimeo.

New Blog Post

2008-05-11T21:41:00.000-07:00

New blogs posted on my other site Nakedpants.blogspot.com . It should give you a thorough update on whats going on. Plus, I am working on a very had video post. That's why the videos have been few in number. And I will do a video post soon on my trip to Mass

Glengarry Glenn Pedal: ProjectPedal.com promo 3

2008-05-03T08:17:00.000-07:00

Glengarry Glenn Pedal: Projectpedal.com promo 3 from Justin Adams on Vimeo.

My Video Show is On A Slight Pause

2008-04-28T15:06:00.000-07:00

Just so you all know I have been working hard on a new video. It's been taking time but it's almost done. I also have 3 more videos in the works so hopefully I will be getting them out there soon. Right now I would like to talk a little about politics.

If your a liberal like me, you may find it hard to choose who to vote for this year. If you have a mind set like me then you will agree that we (the liberals) may have sabotaged ourselves with these horrible, ugly debates. The California primary was a few months ago. I had voted for Clinton only to shortly regret my vote and wished it to Obama, but now, Im kind of glad it's with Hilary.

Who do the liberals count on? I have been reading Obama's book "The Audacity of Hope". He is an extremely smart writer. The man is a genius. The book was why I wished I voted for him, up until page 70 when he commends Bush and believes he's a good guy with good morals and a good heart just set in the opposite direction of his own.Apparently Obama needs to look around him and see what Bush has done to us. Either that, or he's playing a very smart tactic that I hope pays off.

One of the things I liked about John Kerry was that he wasn't angry. He tried to win the election with a relaxed smart look on things. I feel that angry can make someone look dumb or ignorant. I believe the more relaxed you are then the more focused you can be at fixing what is wrong. Although it would have been nice if Kerry gave Bush a couple of 1-2 punches.

Obama shares a lot of the same traits as Kerry. Back in the day I compared John Kerry to JFK, first because of their war history, then because they share the same initials. OK the initial thing isn't really relevant. I've been recently comparing Obama to JFK since both of them ran for president when they were very young and they shared inexperience and they were/are both too young to be corrupted.

I've been doing a lot of reading recently and watching a lot of documentaries. I believe it's time the Democrats take over with full force. The Republicans have been given way too many chances. Plus Since this Administration we've had 9/11 which if you either watch Farenheight 9/11 or the documentary Loose Change 2nd edition (only available on youtube) you see that this administration helped cause 9/11 either by stupidity or by playing a role in it. The Administration has torn apart Habeas Corpus, they've lied on more then one occasion when they said they don't torture, they lied about Iraq. How many more lies do we need before we realize it's time for a new point of view on things?

I originally didn't care what was going to happen this election. Don't get me wrong, I was still going to vote. It's just with Senator Mccain on the republican ticket ( a man who is considered one of the most liberal conservatives in the senate) and Obama or Hilary on the Democratic ticket, I figured I'd be pretty happy with whatever this year. Now, I just want someone to knock the republicans off their thrown. I want someone to show Mccain and the rest of the right wings why the government is so fucked, why the war is fucked and why just about everything done in the last 8 years may have been the biggest insult to the American people.

I still don't fully endorse Hilary. I just want to see someone whose going to get up there and say "Fuck You" too all the people who have caused this country so much harm.

This video with Keith Olberman is amazing. Please give it a watch. It will suck you in.

'ProjectPedal.com' On A Morning Radio Show?!

2008-04-12T13:49:00.000-07:00

Here is a second promo I made for projectpedal.com. I hope you like it

'Project Pedal.com' On A Morning Radio Show?! from Justin Adams on Vimeo.

ProjectPedal.com (The Trailer I made)

2008-04-09T12:30:00.000-07:00

Some of you know Mike from Projectpedal.com and also from Caliblog.com...some of you don't =0). Anyways, my friends Mike and Amanda have been working on a documentary and their site is Projectpedal.com. Mike said he wanted a PR guy and I told him "like it or now, I'm your man for the job". So, here is my first commercial for ProjectPedal.com

ProjectPedal.com (The commercial) from Justin Adams on Vimeo.

Dream Sequence ( I also made this 12-13 years ago)

2008-04-07T11:11:00.000-07:00

"A Trailer" (I Made This Video 16 Years Ago)

2008-04-02T19:15:00.001-07:00

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Me and Me part 3: The Door (How's my experiment going?)

2008-03-29T17:41:00.001-07:00

Perfect Strangers

2008-03-28T00:08:00.000-07:00

Long story short, my friend Mike helped me make a great goodbye present, if that makes sense. Him and I made a video and it's just nice to feel like Im leaving LA with a bang =0)

'Perfect Strangers' from mike ambs on Vimeo.

New post on my other blog

2008-03-21T03:11:00.000-07:00

If you want to read my new blogs then go here http://nakedpants.blogspot.com/
This site is where I will be blogging for now on. That way I can bring The Untitled Justin Adams Project back to what it was meant to do. Start to become a show that uses videos to test what you find entertaining.

Me and Me part 2 (Another Experiment)

2008-03-20T00:50:00.001-07:00

I Think Someone Was Testing Missles in My Neighborhood?

2008-03-19T02:13:00.001-07:00

Me and Me (AN EXPERIMENT)

2008-03-14T00:03:00.000-07:00

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A Trip to Sacramento (my first video with editing in over 6 months)

2008-03-12T23:23:00.000-07:00

The Editing is a Little Sloppy but I did take 2 Hours of Footage And Cut It Down To 6 Minutes.

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Pictures My Friend Pena Took Of Me and My Friend Garen

2008-03-12T22:40:00.001-07:00

Sleeping Problem is Back

2008-03-12T01:27:00.000-07:00

It could be because my job has taken a turn for the worse again, it could be the pressure I've given myself to do a good job with the recent things I've edited, it could be the big move I have planned but something is keeping me awake at night again. I'm about to try and go to sleep. Wish me luck =0)

Busy, Sleepy and Tired...isn't Sleepy and Tired the Same Thing?

2008-03-10T20:53:00.000-07:00

I've been very busy recently. I have good news though. I've been sleeping a lot better. I am now having trouble waking up. Not because I don't want to face the day or anything but because I am just so tired. I wake up everyday, walk to the gym, work out, come home, make some food, surf the internet for an apartment and a job and if I have time before I go to work I do some editing or writing. Then I come home from work, make more food, edit and write, look for an apartment and job then go to bed. The negative side to all this is that Im not only tired at night and in the morning but I am tired all day. It's hard to tell if me sleeping more is better or worse. Probably better. That's my short post for today. Thanks for listening/reading.

I Didn't Know They Made This... My New Favorite music video

2008-03-08T01:32:00.000-08:00

I Respect the Oscars and It's ratings Decline

2008-03-01T19:50:00.000-08:00

Many magazines have reported that the Oscars this year are possibly the lowest in history. They've been coming up with reasons why this is has happened. There biggest argument is that the nominees aren't big blockbusters and people haven't seen the nominees. Well, if that is the case then good, I'm happy the ratings drop. The Oscars actually meant something at one time. Many people would argue that the Oscar for best picture 10 years ago should have went to LA Confidential, not Titanic. I am one of those people but it didn't bother me too much. . The years following the Oscar had been given to movies like The English Patient and American Beauty. Those wins didn't bother me either. It wasn't until Gladiator won best picture and Russel Crowe best actor did the meaning of the award Oscar become a joke. Oscar started to become, not just a popularity contest but also an award given to those who have had to many nominations and no wins under their belt.

The talk of the town during the 2003 Oscars was that the best actress award was going to Nicole Kidman for the Hours just because she had been nominated 3 times already and no win. Im sure if the award that year was going for best performance then it would have went to Kate Winslet for Eternal Sunshine. Actually, that year was Kate's fourth nomination, why doesn't she deserve? Oh right, she's not popular enough. Even Renee Zwellweger deserved it more that year for her performance in Chicago. Renee was the whole movie.

The Oscars were also great at saying the award was going to someone who deserved it the year before but got jipped. . If that is true then shouldn't the Oscars be ashamed of themselves for not giving it to the person that deserved it?

Now, in my opinion, the Oscars are going back to their roots. Their nominating movies no one has seen. That to me is great because every year the nominees are announced those movies tend to do better at the box office. Thats great for independent films. That's great for the little fish directors swimming in a pond full of big fish. If my research is correct, with the exception of Daniel Day Lewis, all the wins for actors this year went to first time nominees. None of the winners were big names or box office draws. Good for you Oscars.

I hope the Oscars stay on the road their on. I think its great for the film industry and it shows people that their are other movies out there besides Transformers and Spiderman.

It's a Good Thing Im So Strong and Intimidating =0)

2008-02-27T02:29:00.001-08:00

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Quote of the Day

2008-02-24T21:07:00.002-08:00

"I could watch babies get kicked all day"
~Mike Ambs

That's a real quote =0)

Today and Tonight

2008-02-21T20:44:00.001-08:00

Today went well. I got 2 hours of sleep and went to work. That was kind of yucky. But the day itself wasn't too bad. After work I came home, talked to Suzanne for a bit, then went out for a very long walk. It was nice. Along the walk I got me some Baha Fresh. Mmmmmmmm Baja Fresh. Then I walked to a Target and got some jeans for work. Yup, I bought some Jeans Pants (.blogspot.com) The pants were only 6 bucks. Thank you clearance God.

I now sit at the Glendale Library waiting for a ride. Tonight I am having a meeting with some friends of mine. You see, George Romero is having a contest. He wants a short film, 3 minutes long and it has to be serious. The winner gets put on his Diary of the Dead DVD. I wrote a script and tonight we will see through discussion if it's film able. Wish me luck. Later everyone.

FInally, A FUN CRAZY VLOG , this is much overdue

2008-02-21T00:57:00.000-08:00

A New Vlog?!!!!

2008-02-16T17:17:00.000-08:00

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"Arrested Development" the movie?

2008-02-04T19:39:00.000-08:00

I read a rumor on IMDB. to help keep this rumor going I will post here what was written there. Enjoy!

Actor Jason Bateman has confirmed plans are underway for a movie version of cancelled TV sitcom Arrested Development. A rumored meeting between the star and series creator Mitch Hurwitz late last year fuelled speculation a big-screen adaptation of the cult show was in the pipeline. And now the Juno star has confirmed the cast has received calls from executives asking if they would be interested in reviving their roles once the ongoing Hollywood writers strike is over. He tells E! News, "I can confirm that a round of sniffing has started. Any talk is targeting a post-strike situation, of course. I think, as always, that it's a question of whether the people with the money are willing to give our leader, Mitch Hurwitz, what he deserves for his participation. And I can speak for the cast when I say our fingers are crossed."

Me again. OK, so if this is something that makes me pretty happy. If you've never seen the show then either netflix it, buy it or find on TV. It's usually playing on one of the Hi-Def channels. Now if you'll excuse me, I need to go kiss some ass so I can get a part in this movie.
Whose ass should I kiss first???????????

Movie Facelifts and Remakes!

2008-02-04T19:11:00.000-08:00

Have you noticed that when the American movie industry remakes a good scary movie from Japan it's almost always disappointing? Why is it we just don't release the Japanese version in theaters over here? Are Americans too lazy to read? Will ever sentence on this post be a question?

I find it interesting that there are so many good smart young people trying to make it in Hollywoond because Hollywood just may be one of the most greedy places on the planet. It's one of the best examples of a big corporation trying to make a buck. Sure, if your good the studio will fund your little movie you want to make, but you'll first have to relaunch and direct the Police Academy series and if it fails, we wont produce your movie.

OK, the Ring wasn't bad. That is true. But the ring was helmed by Gore Verbinski who is a pretty smart and talented director. But the Grudge and the Eye,what went wrong there?

There was a time I thought that sequels would always be better then the originals. I thought, Well, if "I Know What You Did Last Summer!" sucked then the sequel must be good. I figured they would take the money from the first one and make one hell of a good sequel. I obviously was wrong.

I just read on IMDB that they are re-making the "A Nightmare on Elm Street"and the "Friday the 13th" series. They call it a re-launch which makes me think there will be sequels. I find it strange that the remake comes so soon since it's only been 3 years since we last saw the main characters from both series in Freddy vs Jason .I heard their in talks to make a Freddy vs Jason 2. So does this mean they will relaunch both "Nightmare" and "Friday",make sequels for them while there still making sequels to the originals?

I blame Michael Bay. Just because he's responsible for the majority of the horror remakes within the past 5 years which includes this new Freddy and Jason series. Someone needs to confine him to strictly doing Transformers movies or the Bad Boys movies. Series that don't require much thought but we like to watch.

So, if you'll all excuse me, I need to go kiss some ass to get a part in one of these 2 new movies. What? Don't judge me

Fuck It!

2008-02-03T14:29:00.000-08:00

Yesterday I went to work and I came to a new realization. I don't think I hate my job, no. I don't think I hate customer. I dislike most of the people I work with. This is true. I walked onto the sales floor yesterday and their were 10 other employees. Sounds like an easy day. So, I smiled and started helping customers. an hour goes by and I notice that my line of customers is getting bigger and bigger. I thought the store was just getting busier. Nope! What happened was becase their were 10 people, each one of them said to themselves "well, there are 10 people out here, Im going to walk off the floor for a bit". Each one did that and didnt tell anyone else. So I was stuck alone helping all these people knowing I have 10 employees scheduled with me and they were no where to be found.

Then later, I get a call from an employee downstairs. He's all upset because there is a missing shoe rack. He said "You have to find these shoe racks". When he said that I realizes something. I don't like being told I "have" to do something especially if its something stupid like a shoe rack. So I told him that I "have" to do nothing and if he wants to take the time and go find it then be my guest. And he did.

Then came lunch. Our lunch ladies are real pain in the asses. We were serving chicken fingers. Your only suppose to get 3 pieces. I walked up. I noticed that the pieces were really small but because I was so hungry I didn't care. I added the 3 pieces to my plate. As soon as I did that the lunch lady walks out with a tray of huge pieces of chicken. So I take the tongs and start replacing the small with the large. When I did that she flips out. She starts yelling "you cant switch them, their already on your plate". I said "yeah but I didn't realize the pieces were suppose to be bigger". She responded with "too bad, they're already on your plate". I stood there and stared at her. I said, "they're on my clean plate". But that didn't matter.

So I then go up to pay and realize my debit card and license were missing. At this point, with the day I was having and the fact I've been having trouble breathing I had a slight anxiety attack. I sat down at a table and emptied my wallet looking for my stuff. When I did that a bunch of male employees who I'm acquaintances with started to haze me like in a frat. One started saying "hey your in my seat, another started making fun of the fact that I spread out my wallet and another decided it would be fun to make fun of the fact my girlfriend lives far away in Sacramento. I told them at least times that now is not a good time and I need to find my license but that wasn't good enough. Finally I stood up in the cafeteria and yelled "FUCK OFF". Guess what, that didn't help. They kept at it like I was kidding. So I walked up to my boss and told him I needed to leave.

When that happened it hit me. All of my bad days are caused by my fellow employees not customers. If my co-workers would stop disappearing I wouldn't have to deal with so many angry people.

Back to the main story. I got a call telling me that the employees all had to talk to managers cause of what happened. Oh by the way, I found my license and debit card on the ground outside...woo hoo!

When I heard they had to speak to managers, and since I was calmed down, I decided to go back to work. I talked to the managers and told them what happened and surprisingly enough they were very understanding. They said they were happy I left because its smart for an employee to know when he needs to leave. They were also happy I came back to talk with them.

So, I am about to the library I'm in and head to work. I am smiling and I am feeling happy. So hopefully this positive energy I have running through me will help me through another day.

"Get in the ring Rocky, Cause Micky Loves ya!" That quote is for you Garen.

Ramblings

2008-02-02T02:02:00.000-08:00

I've been having trouble sleeping again. Its mostly because of my new cold. This will be the 6th cold/flu I've had since September. I guess I have a terrible immune system.

It's 2AM. I'm not sure why I'm still up. Maybe it's because I dealt with some evil people at work. I use the word evil because that's exactly how I see them. There the type of people who drive 2 hours to come to the store to buy a piece of furniture and when its sold out and we have it in 1 week they get mad and want us to explain to them why "we" are making them drive another 2 hours to come back to the store. Excuse me but we aren't making them do anything. I hate people who have issues like this be their biggest problem in life.

No, I don't think my day is keeping me awake. It's just my cold.

I Hate Bringing Up Deaths Of People I Never Met But....

2008-02-01T00:18:00.001-08:00

OK so get this, I was doing some blogging surfing and came across this. It could be fake but who knows. I just hate angry ignorant people.

NEWS RELEASE
West bor o Baptist Church
(WBC Chronicles - Since 1955)
3701 SW 12t h St. Topeka, Kansas 66604 785-273-0325 www.godhatesfags.com
Religious Opi ni on and Bible Comment ary on Cu r r e n t Events
Open Letter t o t he Family of
Heath Ledger
Dear friends:
For misguided reasons you are hiding the body of He a t h
Ledger , a n d refusing to divulge the time, date, and place of his
burial in Perth , Australia , so that we at Westboro Ba pt i s t
Church can not attend - in respectful proximity - and conduct a
religious service.
Please reconsider . For t he following reasons:
1) He a t h would wan t us to appear - in religious protestand
warning to the living - that they should repent , " lest they also
come into this place of torment . " Lk. 16:28. Like the rich man
in Hell in Luke 16, Heath is pleading even now for somebody on
earth to preac h the truth to his family, lest t hey join him in Hell.
2) H Heath himself could come back to life for a brief period to
speak to his loved ones on earth , he would lift up his voice in a
hideous scream, to wit: " Listen to Phelps! For God ' s sake,
Listen to Phelps . "
3) You owe it to the youth of the world, whom Heath misled via
" Br o k e b a c k Mo u n t a i n " into believing it was OK to be gay. I
say, you owe it to the youth of the world to use Heath ' s funeral
to correct that lie. I t ' s NOT OK to be gay. It is a great sin
against God. It will destroy the life and damn the soul. All
those whom Heath misled will arrive ultimately in Hell, and
they will curse Heath to his face through out all eternity.
Please tell us the time, date, and place of Heath 's funeral in Australia. Thank you.

The Craziest Month n a Long Time

2008-01-30T23:52:00.000-08:00

So, January is coming to an end. Thank God. This has been one crazy month. starting with the no raise, no Christmas bonus and the fact I had to close at my job on New Years Eve and be back the next morning on New Years Day at 8 AM.

As you may have read in my previous posts it has been a long month. I have my chin up and my hopes high that things are going to be great. Why? Well, because that's the attitude I need.

I just came back from Sacramento. I was visiting Suzanne for her 26th birthday. It was good. The place she's living now is near her old college so she showed me a lot of places she used to hang out. We went to her favorite Thai restaurant for her birthday and then we got a cake. She got to watch anything she wanted that night and for some reason she picked Star Wars 4 A New Hope. I think she wanted to watch it because thats the one she remembers the least and she really wanted to watch that new Family Guy Star Wars movie that came out and she thought she would laugh more if her memory was refreshed.

Here's one of my favorite conversations that night

(We're watching the movie and C-3PO and R2-D2 just crash landed on a Desert Planet)

Suzanne
Where do you think they are?

Me
Tattooine

Suzanne
What? No, where do you think they filmed this

Me
Oh!

Maybe you had to be there. Anyways she said I made it sound like I was saying "Duh, their on Tattoiine!". Whatevs

During that weekend we went and saw Atonement. It's from the same people that did the Pride and Prejudice remake. Any ways Pride and Prejudice was great and Atonement I thought was close to awful. I can't believe it's nominated for best picture. I thought the movie was all over the place. I didn't like it very much at all.

I woke up sick Monday which kind of sucked. Ear ache, sore throat, coughing. That sucked. But the day was still good. We got a lot of free stuff at the local mall just because our licenses showed that we were from out of town. We had a free Cold Stone. That was nice.

The next morning I was a little sicker. I left at 6AM and drove to my job in Burbank for 1:30. It was a rough day. I called out of work today because I was so sick. I've been feeling a little mind crazy. I'm congested and tired and......I think Im going to go before I ramble on about random things. Goodnight everyone.

This Made Me Mad

2008-01-24T00:31:00.000-08:00

I read tonight that crazy baptists promise to picket and protest Heath Ledgers funeral because of his role in Brokeback Mountain. Oh thank God, huh? That's going to be time and energy well spent. Why are people so psychotic?

ANOTHER "UPDATE" and a response to comments from my last post.

2008-01-22T23:42:00.000-08:00

To the angry person who left me a comment below under anonymous. I don't mind negative comments at all. But your comment didn't really make sense to me. You said to me "maybe there not the problem it's you" referring to me having problems with people. I can't remember once in that last post blaming anyone for my problems. Secondly, you mentioned I had a twisted world view. What are you referring to? The fact I get up everyday and tackle the world as opposed to laying in bed all day, playing video games, drinking the night away. Isn't that what the majority of most people do? I'm just saying.

To Mollye my ex. We didn't break up because you gave me too much attention. Just wanted to make that clear. I have decided to not bring up our break up on this blog. I know you have done it tons of times in the past on your blog but I would appreciate you not bringing us up on mine. In the last post I mentioned you as lecturing me. I didn't say what it was about. Nor do I believe people here would be upset at the fact that you lectured me. We're ex's, it's bound to happen. All I said was it happened. Maybe I should have stressed the fact that I hoped it wouldn't have.

Kind of off topic, just so you all know, I do have an idea as to what I'm doing.I think in my last post when I mentioned "I have no idea what Im doing", I think I was just venting and tired. What I am doing is just trying to pay off some bills before I try and tackle something that could potentially put me more in debt. I've sold just about everything I've owned and put just about all of it towards debt. I used to love watching DVD's including blu ray on my 30 inch HD widescreen TV. I now enjoy watching burnt DVD's on a 19 panasonic. I've sold almost all of my DVD's. I used to love heat. Well, now I live in a guest house that's really tiny that costs me $450 a month. That's with utilities included, but no heat. And I have to shower and use the bathroom inside the main house. I've sold my collectible figurines and toys. The materialistic Justin is gone. I'm happy and proud of who I am becomming.

Plus, if you look at the world around us, the majority of people who are successful drink, cheat, lie, back stab etc. Take my job I have now. Every manager is sleeping with each other and there all married to different people. Their successful, and i don't want to be just like them at all. I am 29. I am old. Some of you think I might be running out of time. I don't.

To everyone else, starting this Wednesday night at 10:00 pm which is 22 hours from now. I am starting a vlogger troup. I have 6 people meeting tomorrow and we're going to talk about sketches we have written, a name for us, a URL domain name and when were going to film. We have about 4 sketches lined up already so hopefully tomorrow nights meeting will be a success(I'm running it so fingers crossed) and hopefully you'll see our work soon. I'll keep you updated.

Thank you all again for listening to me. Thank you for all the comments.

I'm Running Out of Fumes

2008-01-19T17:49:00.000-08:00

I am so sick and tired of my life. I can't get a single thing to go right. No matter what I do I fail. Nice guys finish last. Why is that? Why is it that the backstabbing asshole gets the money, girls, fame and fantasy life. Why is it that whenever I try and do something simple it turns into a catastrophe.

Let's talk about this month shall we. I come back from Christmas break to be informed that I will not be receiving a raise this year. I'm then told we get no Christmas bonus. That same night I get some good/sad news. My girlfriend Suzanne, who I love and adore, has an interview for a job...in Sacramento. I was so happy that she had the opportunity to get out of out shitty job we both share and she hates LA so I'm happy she can get out of LA. Im sad for selfish reasons, I'm going to miss her. So a week passes and she gets the job. She leaves on the 22nd of January.

I go to work one day to be told that my availability cant be honored anymore and Im going to need my life to be open to my job or else I could lose it. Well, my job sucks, but I need it. So Im opening my availability for them.

My mom called me a few weeks ago. She nonchalantly brings up how my brother is getting surgery on his face. I responded with "What, when did this happen?" She explains she told me about it months ago. Now, I do forget some things but I wouldn't forget my brother having surgery on his face.

My grandmother every Christmas/birthday sends me $3,000. Yup, that's what I said. this year she decided to give me this nice long lecture about how Im not going anywhere in life and I'll never be an actor and I'll never make it in the entertainment industry. Then she sends me a letter that says the exact same thing. Awesome!

My ex-girlfriends birthday was a couple days ago. I got the courage to give her a call and wish her a happy birthday....that didn't go to well either. Got some more lecturing.

Have I mentioned yet that anytime my mom or other grandmother(not the $3,000 one) find out I'm having a tough time they just want me to come home. Seems sweet enough. Only the last time I went home my mom canceled her car insurance and made me chauffeurs her around. She also left me in charge of my grandmother who needs a nurse, that's funny. Last time I checked my mom was a registered nurse. I don't think I would have come home if I knew I would have to clean my grandmothers area and all that.

My goal for January was to go back into extra work. Even though its kind of sucky work. I liked it when I did it. I always felt like I was a part of something pretty big....Well theres a strike so I can't do that I guess.

My camcorder plug got lost recently. Which means, no video blogging.

Final Cut Pro (my editing software) isn't working. I need time to visit my buddy Mike and ask him to take a look at it.

My new house mate is kind of a pain. She just yelled at me for leaving the door unlocked even though I'm sitting right here in front of the door.

I'm also getting pretty sick and tired of people saying I'm not independent. What exactly does that fucking mean? Let me just say that within the last 7 months I have held in and dealt with so much shit on my own. When I usually had a problem I did my very best to solve it myself. Not even Suzanne knew about a lot of the stuff that was going on with me. This was my way of trying to be stronger and trying to take care of myself. That might be why I've disappeared from some of your lives for so long. I didn't want to call you and just vent. That's also why I haven't blogged in so long. I really didn't want to use this blog to vent anymore...well, I can't fight it. I guess this is why I have a blog, for things like this.

With all honesty people, I'm scared. I'm not afraid to be a lone. But I'm afraid of life itself. I'm tired all the time. Sometimes Im too scared to get up and I just want to lay in bed. I'm scared that life is going to hit me with another punch. I used to feel like I had it all figured out. I guess I don't. I'm writing this on my blog now in hopes I get out everything I have built up inside me. I don't want my last few days with Suzanne to be sad ones. So hopefully writing this will make me feel more free. We'll see.

In closing I would just like to say that I have been a very weak person this past week and Suzanne has been there for me every step of the way. She's seen my hurting and has done nothing but been supportive for me. She's a great person whom I am very happy to be with.
I do love her a lot. I have no idea what part she'll play in my life in the long run. All I know is that right now we are good and I am very happy. So, Suzanne, Thank you and I will miss you a lot.

Hi is Al there....Alcoholic?

2007-12-10T21:40:00.001-08:00

Why do we rely on alcohol so much? We use it to relax, meet, mingle, and party. It's also used in the assistance of beating wives, car accidents, rape coercing, bad decisions and murder.

When people have negative situations happen to them whether they had a one night stand they regret or said or done something embarrasing, They usually tend to go back for more the next night or next party.

Alcohol has become comparable to air. It's just apart of life. It's something we do and don't think twice about. Someone says, "hey, you wanna go out friday?" it's just assumed that a drink will be involved sometime during the night. Why is that?

A friend of mine came by work a few weeks ago. He knew that his friends weren't off work until 11:30 but because he was bored he came by 2 hours before hand in hopes they would get out early so they can all go drink. They didn't get out early. I did end up joining them. Some people who went had to be up as early as 6am the next day. Those people claimed they were going to have one drink. Well 2 hours later they were still there buying pitchers for everyone. It's funny what an excape it is. You keep drinking you can just forget about everything around you. Is that a good thing?

Come to think of it, maybe if it wasn't for alcohol keeping them awake at some bar, they would have just been awake in their beds tossing and turning being miserable. Well Im sure these people still drove home drunk/tipsy which still isn't good.

Maybe I hold a grudge. Maybe because my childhood was tainted by it that I shouldn't be so hard on it. Maybe because a friend of mine died in a drunk driving accident I hold a grudge? Or maybe because another friend of mine was a drunk driver and happen to hit someone innocent and die themselves that it makes me mad. So many possibilities.

I know this might come as a shock to some of you but I'm kind of a hyprocit. I do drink from time to time. I do. In fact I asked a friend of mine if he'd like to hang out on a one on one basis and maybe get a drink. His response was, "well, it will probably get boring". I asked him what he meant and he responded with " Its always more fun to drink in a group that way there are many conversations and no uncomfortable pauses". I guess I didn't realize we were fleeing pauses now.

So It looks like that if I want to fit in, I not only have to drink but also be in a group. So many rules.

Whenever I moved somewhere or got a new job I didn't make friends as quickly as most do. I remember being invited out so many times to go drink and mingle and I don't think I ever did the first year. I tried getting people to like the real me. The one they have to get to know at work when we're all sober. As I said, it wasn't always easy. I don't like the idea of going out and being cool just because I did a shot of something or drink a certain kind of beer. I love hearing people say "hey, this dude is bad ass, he drinks whiskey straight". Wow, that is pretty bad ass, right?

This isn't meant to be an attack on the entire human race, since everyone drinks. This was just a way for me to sort of vent and talk about whats on my mind. As I said, I drink from time to time to. We all do. I just don't know how I feel about it.

One last thing. Alcohol makes us all dumber....why do we like that?

ROCK SING!!! The Billy, Justin and Mike Show Episode 2

2007-12-05T20:25:00.001-08:00

The Untitled Justin Adams Project

Tim Show Christmas Special

Justin Adams for President dot com Show Episode 3

*Special Report*

Justin Adams for President dot com Show Episode 2

Justin Adams For President dot Com Show

Zombie Walk 2008 Portland Oregon

Sarah Pain in the Ass or Sarah Palin the Ass

A Sort of ProjectPedal.com promo.... sort of

Pedal Pants: Mike and I Reunite After 2 Months

Suppatime!!! ProjectPedal.com promo 5

The Dark Pedal: ProjectPedal.com promo 4

New Blog Post

Glengarry Glenn Pedal: ProjectPedal.com promo 3

My Video Show is On A Slight Pause

'ProjectPedal.com' On A Morning Radio Show?!

ProjectPedal.com (The Trailer I made)

Dream Sequence ( I also made this 12-13 years ago)

"A Trailer" (I Made This Video 16 Years Ago)

Me and Me part 3: The Door (How's my experiment going?)

Perfect Strangers

New post on my other blog

Me and Me part 2 (Another Experiment)

I Think Someone Was Testing Missles in My Neighborhood?

Me and Me (AN EXPERIMENT)

A Trip to Sacramento (my first video with editing in over 6 months)

Pictures My Friend Pena Took Of Me and My Friend Garen

Sleeping Problem is Back

Busy, Sleepy and Tired...isn't Sleepy and Tired the Same Thing?

I Didn't Know They Made This... My New Favorite music video

I Respect the Oscars and It's ratings Decline

It's a Good Thing Im So Strong and Intimidating =0)

Quote of the Day

Today and Tonight

FInally, A FUN CRAZY VLOG , this is much overdue

A New Vlog?!!!!

"Arrested Development" the movie?

Movie Facelifts and Remakes!

Fuck It!

Ramblings

I Hate Bringing Up Deaths Of People I Never Met But....

The Craziest Month n a Long Time

This Made Me Mad

ANOTHER "UPDATE" and a response to comments from my last post.

I'm Running Out of Fumes

Hi is Al there....Alcoholic?

ROCK SING!!! The Billy, Justin and Mike Show Episode 2

It is time...

The Billy Justin and Mike Show Episode 1

Get Up, Come On get Down With the Sickness!

The second half of Mikes Second day back home

Mikes Second Day Back Home part 1

My Videos are on hiatus.

"These are a few of my favorite things".........For sale?!!! or My life on Ebay

The Mathew Shephard ACT

Where Have I Been?

Another Bad Idea. 2 hours in Grifith Park and all we got were outakes. No Movie!

"One of our Many Bad Ideas" with Chris and Justin

Please Vote For Me!!!!

"Ironic" My Submission for the Vlogger Deathmatch

I've been tagged, that sucks!

Dinner with Garen Part 3 of 3: Where is part 2 you might ask? It sucked, so I pulled it =0)

*a shorter better version* The Dinner with Garen part 1: I have a chat with my friend Garen after work one night

My Interviews With "A Faulty Chromosome" and their Fans

A Better Version!!! Easter, Jesus and the World Around Me

"Hey Mike, Guess what?!"

My Birthday

Vlog to the Future

Tenacious A takes on Net Neutrality

I Hope You Laugh at These as Much as I did

My Bostonian Roots: Another Popular Demand

Don't Eat My Brains

Death of a Camcorder

Jury Duty and Current Events

By Popular Demand

A Tenacious "A" Workout

A Quick Review of Movies I've Seen Recently

2007 Begins with a Weak Bang

The Best of Me !!!! A Small Montage of My Vlogs from 2006

So This is Christmas...

Special Report

a shorter better version The Dinner with Garen part 1: I have a chat with my friend Garen after work one night